God!!.. you r so cryptic....no one can understand what are you really up to for us. At times you may make us extremely anxious even could make us completely daunt, leaving in a state where you let us foster the feeling of animosity towards you.. and make a judgment that you are just indifferent to ours pain and suffering.
No matter how much one criticize his deeds.... manifestation of his covert intentions would just make you repentant of your deeds towards him. sooner or later you realise that he has furtive the things you were most enchanted for...
Just remember when you think he is just busy in decorating others life and ignoring you completely.... don't loose hope... he is rebuffing to remind you that "JUST BE PATIENT ... YOU DESERVE BETTER". After all his plans are anytime better than ours... you just need to Trust Your Sky.... like i trusted.
