Yes! Am Fond Of You

An inexplicable wish to have you in my arms...is so intrinsically went deep down in my heart that now i do nothing without you. You in my food bowl, books, music..is not enough...... going left - right, staring T.V with no idea whats on it...... oh hey.... forgot ...... have you in my iPod..hmmmm played it 'n' number of times, still not satisfied...... oooookkkk enough!!! lets come off age, tune into radio............ oohh no again i got you on my head with a song playing "Tere mast mast do naiyan".

During the whole song i had your naiyan in my eyes.... its quarter to 2 you are already late..... gazing at the doorstep..... heard some whispering ..... is it you???? noooo... its some regular inane kids....N there you are ....... reckless ........ outrageously stunning... with blue cap...sparkling eyes...glossy lips...rident......but what is that why dont you come to me??? dont you love mee?? its alwayz just a smile.....

whatever.... i grabbed n kissed.... n he said " MAAOWW" :)

Hamdaan's first visit to home....

4-sep-10

I Trust My Sky

God!!.. you r so cryptic....no one can understand what are you really up to for us. At times you may make us extremely anxious even could make us completely daunt, leaving in a state where you let us foster the feeling of animosity towards you.. and make a judgment that you are just indifferent to ours pain and suffering.

No matter how much one criticize his deeds.... manifestation of his covert intentions would just make you repentant of your deeds towards him. sooner or later you realise that he has furtive the things you were most enchanted for...

Just remember when you think he is just busy in decorating others life and ignoring you completely.... don't loose hope... he is rebuffing to remind you that "JUST BE PATIENT ... YOU DESERVE BETTER". After all his plans are anytime better than ours... you just need to Trust Your Sky.... like i trusted.

I'll be there for you

So no one told u life was gonna be this way........

Ur jobs a joke

U broke

ur love life DOA.........

Its like u have alwayz stuck in the secong gear...

And wen it hasn't been ur day, ur week, ur month, ...even ur year.........

but

I'll be there for u....

wen the rain starts to pour

i'll be there for u....

Like i've been there before...

I'll be there for u..

Coz u there for me toooooo.

DON'T BLAME ME!!!

On one of our college fest (don't know y d hell i used to make my presence to those stupid, horrible fest of my college).

Despite of the fact that it gonna be worst beyond reform, we (pass frds) were hoping it to be little interesting while Asif entered with his younger sister Sana, we welcomed her wid our arms open... that means we were just trying to be nice wid her and nothing else..ok.......anywayz after a reasonable gesture, we start sharing words...( by we ..i mean ..me Asif, Hina, Usman, Refia, Sameer, gazala) but by the end of the conversation only me and Sana left... (dey k2 alwayz

do that). So just to begin another topic i asked her pointing to Hina "so tumhe tumhari bhabhi kaisi lagi?"....... sounds normal naa... but it wasn't .... immediately her smile changed to a question mark plus shock......... a Big one... and den i realised oooo...oooo.. i have made a mistake which is irreversable.. u know y coz.. she didnt know Asif and Hina were going around!!!!!! uffff!! that was hard to handle........

But hey!! am i infallible i.e incapable of making mistakes??? obviously not...... Asif should have told her about Hina...or should not brought her..or should have told me not to be.. me...... or should keep her away from mee....loll or..orr....orrrr i should not asked her this.... ya ya wateveaa..

You know me noo.... i sometimes go lillllllllllllllllllllllllllllll outrageously Garrulous......

BUT I WAS JUST BEING NICE :)

Love Conquers All

Teri yaadien, mulakatein.....wo raatein aur baatein

Teri saanse wo baahen.... ab mujh ko yaad ayen

Wo aadaon ki ghataen... mere dil ko chu jayen

Pyaari ye duniya sari,
mene hai tujhpe wari,
dilne mere dilne tujhse
yaari ye baazi haari re

Mere khayalon me khayalon meeee,
bas tum

Meri nigahon me nigahon meeeee
Bas tum

Wapas aajao... mere paas tum sada wapas aajao.

RUMOUR:- Kites is flop.

My fidelity towards Hrithik would never fall short..may be coz of dis fact..people who r jealous of Hrithik, teasing and blaming me as if i were d director or producer of the mvi..i think people need to adopt more pragmatic approach towards the mvi. only a fool n insensitive person can say that its not a good mvi... it is been criticised on d ground that more than half of d mvi is either in English or Spanish... but guyzzz some time use ur head too while watching mvi.. plzz.... its not a probability question jo samajh me na aayee... ppl even critised its ending but in my opinion it was convincing n goes with the theme n feel of the mvi.. though i alwayz hate Hrithik dead scenes but it was quite convincing.

Its so gracefully made, mellifluous, erotic,and extremely romantic mvi.. i just dont understand why people jump over conclusions without even giving a glance to it.. i alwayz knew it not gonna be a disappointing mvi... it may nt be liked by all but that doesn't make it a flop... or total blunder one.. that should never be watched. me sach itna pachta rahi hunn... mvi theater pe na dekh kee ki basssss......agar ye xams na hote naa toooo uffffff!!. I should have...

After a huge argument with my jijj i become more eager to watch d mvi... n i seriously loved it...m nt praising it coz i am big fan of Hrithik but i genuinely liked it... sply Hrithik's performance n mann he looked ''HOT''..loll

Lines from my Dairy

Date:19-07-07
Time: 12:37 pm


Without frds life seems to be so empty.... i dont know why and how i attached to them so much ... n not only me all of us are like crazy to be together. we need a dose every 2nd saturday otherwise we all go in depression..... or missed each others like we haven't met for yearss.... i am afraid we have become addicted of eachother..... we do every possible thing to manage our timings... shezi leaves his classes, i postpone my plans wid family and other frds.. , ta do all efforts to come to c.p from okhla, bi takes leave from office... its soo amazing, coz in college we never thought that someday we'll make so much of efforts just to be wid each other... it was so obvious to meet in college daily... like we never gonna leave college n.. so frds....
but now we meet as if we are meeting for last time... hum har baar milte hue kehte hainn... ''chaloo ab pata nahi kab mila hogaa... shayaad ye last time hum aise mil rahe hainn'' lolll... but kahin na kahin hume yakeen hota hai ki hum phir jaldi hi milengee... may be this is the feeling which makes us meet every time... i think we understood each others importance in our lives... that's y i feel we are frds for life......
Inshallah we will be.....

Halcyon Dayz of Life

At times you may encounter yourself traped in this cruel and over crowded immutable world and when atlast you succeed in snatching a single moment from the whole struggling day you just unconsciously hallucinate all those peaceful, joyful, carefree dayz of your upbringing...... when you would'nt have thought of being forced to live this insipid life.... all you cared of being the donjuan n femmefatale ....where you never hesitate even when you give the most odd, eccentric and unconventional ideas and theories, and the audacity with which you comeover the situations nomatter how weird or abstruse they were.......

suddenly pleasing naustalgia comes to an end with a warning alarm , compelling you to comeout into the real world where there is no place for illusions nomatter how beautifull they are..... n now at this very moment you questioned yourself -why can't you live in this illusion for your lifetime?-why can't the unconscious state of hallucination takes over yourlife forever? .........while arguing we ignored the most important fact that life is tend to change, good or bad is up to your attitude towards life...... It alwayz changes it shape, colour and aim, time to time , you just need to welcome its changes with wide arms open coz that's the way world goes around.

my jaaan .... chunnumunnuu...muaaaaah

Study- To Fun or Earn

Education emits a sense of seriousness n willngness to be something in life.... but it never been an obligation for me to take it as it should be...although i m post-graduate now.... i know dis may sound too indifferent...... obviously studing futher made me more thoughfull over things i'd never given importance......... studying just to earn money is nt my blv.....may b i can say it to liberally coz i m a girl ... i hav an option to earn my living or not at my own will..If i wud hav been a guy i wud totally hav to made it up with no other option... may b m not dat ambitious in life unlike most of the girls of today's senario... i took a right decision to study irrespective of its earning capability....though i gained knowledge, experience, friends..... n dats enough for me..... atleast i m prepared for any mishapps dat wud might occur in future...
chaaooooo